"Is it really me?" she asks. "I feel that the stories I inspire would be much more filled with strife, and much less... ordinary. You'd be cheating on me with your secretary-- if you had a secretary-- and this trip would have been a sad attempt to re-find the fire that lit our marriage when it first began."
She shrugs. "For example. I mean, there's nothing tragic at all about the story we've fabricated. Which, I don't mind telling you, is fine."
"Normally a sense of sadness, of something missing, I suppose? I have it naturally, or so I'm told, and I wanted a vacation from that. The illusion of fulfillment, a fiction of ordinary happiness, seemed to be the best way around that. For both of us."
"But I need the right kind of company," he says. "Company that will not simply absorb or reflect. Company that will remain itself, distinct. That's where you come in."
"A reminder that I'm not alone," she says, not looking at him now, but rather at the cracks in the sidewalk. "That... I have significance, in some way, in more than just the written word."
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Date: 2009-05-20 08:18 pm (UTC)She shrugs. "For example. I mean, there's nothing tragic at all about the story we've fabricated. Which, I don't mind telling you, is fine."
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Date: 2009-05-21 01:15 am (UTC)He stops, trying to think of the words.
"Normally a sense of sadness, of something missing, I suppose? I have it naturally, or so I'm told, and I wanted a vacation from that. The illusion of fulfillment, a fiction of ordinary happiness, seemed to be the best way around that. For both of us."
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Date: 2009-05-21 06:03 am (UTC)She finds this a good moment to slip her hand into his, as they walk. It feels right.
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Date: 2009-05-22 05:47 am (UTC)There doesn't seem to be anything else for him to say--nothing that needs to be said. Just enjoying the silence and her company, as they walk along.
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Date: 2009-05-22 06:28 am (UTC)After not too long, they reach the parking lot of the hotel, crunching bits of gravel under their feet.
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Date: 2009-05-22 08:09 am (UTC)"How are we handling our trip home, then? Driving back? Bothering to check out?"
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